It is not ok to do that

People are allowed to say they do not want to be around you when you are drinking. If you choose to take that as a rejection of you as a person that is your issue. It is really not ok to OD over it, and call another friend to tell them.

I stick with my choice to not talk to you when you are like that. I stick to my choice to not allow you to guilt trip me into talking "in case you OD" because that is your bullshit drama, not mine.

I understand that you are suffering, and I expect you to understand that your actions affect other people and allow them to not participate.